today at work i was hit with 2 big news..first, my officer have reject my proposal for mi to work day shift for 3 yrs to pursue my part time degree..for those of u who dunno..currently i'm working on shifts, 1 week day shift the following week will be night shift..so based on my current working hours..it is very difficult for mi to study as i have to take leave on night shift to attend my lessons..

i took a long time to make this decision to study part-time coz at the same time, i may have to go over to america next yr for a 2-yr job stint but my status is still unclear..and after asking advice from my family and frens..i have made the decision to forgo the chance of a 2-yr overseas job experience to study part time here..

i decide to call and ask abt my status to go states next yr..coz i was thinking if my status still remain unclear..i will give the chance to other ppl who need it more than mi coz there is alot of ppl vying for this chance..here come the 2nd big news..i was told i had been selected to go over to america in nov 2009! going for 2 yrs..and at the same time means i cannot further my studies..at least not before 2011..wow..2011!!

at that moment..i felt very lost..i didn't know whether i was happy or sad..haha..sound weird right but it's true..i believe i should be feeling very happy coz i got the chance to go over to america for a once-in-a-lifetime experience..but then again maybe coz just when i feel more like studying..i was told i have to go overseas..talking abt wrong things at the wrong time..or maybe this thing haven really sink into mi yet..in a few days time i will know..